My private intense thoughts of bitching


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265lbs - 20 pounds lost - Candles (wood wick)
255lbs - 30 pounds lost - Dad gives me 50 bucks!! 
240lbs - 45 pounds lost -  Manicure
225lbs - 60 pounds lost - Dad gives me 100 bucks!!
215lbs - 70 pounds lost -  Sephora – 1 item
200lbs - 85 pounds lost -  Exercise clothes
190lbs - 95 pounds lost -  Smallville season 7 DVD
175lbs - 140 pounds lost - Haircut/Hair Coloring
165lbs - 120 pounds lost - Teavana tea!!
150lbs - 135 pounds lost - Massage - 1 hour
135lbs - 150 pounds lost - Clothes shopping spree

Weight Loss
MY reasons to lose weight:
Numb arms
I want to wear sexier clothes.
I want men DESIRE me
I've always wanted to be a jogger/runner
I believe it will be easier to get a job if I am thinner
Heart health- as I have a heart murmur
I want to have more things to do and not tire so easily

(will add more later)

Really frustrated right now. I'm sick, but I am beginning to suspect that it's not sick, but a really bad case of allergies. I think my bedroom is the problem because when I leave my room all day then I start to feel better.  Granted, I'm still stuffed up. I haven't been to the gym in 5 days... :( sorry purple team!!  I'm really kicking myself over it but I just can't seem to breath!! Taking an extremely hot shower as soon as the person in the bathroom is done. I actually miss the gym!!! Its just that I can imagine everyone asking me if I am okay because I already am out of breath when I workout, now being all stuffed up, everyone else will also ask. Bah. 

I asked my sister if I could take her dog for a walk (not go to the gym) get some fresh air and walk around. She said I could. So, hopefully that happens today.  I wish there was better trails around here. 

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I'm hungry. I took a nap and I feel bad for yelling at Josh. Maybe he will forgive me when he comes home. Probably will. Idk.

Making stir fry tonight.

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